The Molten Blade: Dhamdoru...You're firey, moody,
and sought after. This also means you're quite
the maunger...you let the most powerful, or
most wealthy have you. Not indecently, of
course. Your situation is more complicated than
it looks, and you need the best protection...


***Which Ancient Blade Are You?***
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you have an ominosity quotient of six. you are really ominous. find out your ominosity quotient.

How random are you?

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You're very random! Sanity comes hard - when you're not singing to complete strangers or using made-up words in conversation, you can be normal... but hey, why bother?

YESHHHHH!


You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and
compassion.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
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You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You display a perfect fusion of heroism and compassion.

DUUUUUDE. I rock.

You are ( in my eyes) related to something along
the lines of a Gryphon. Gryphon are stratigic
and very level headed. They keep low when
paranoi, but when in no threat, are usually
very outgoing. You may want to go, or live in
South Western Hemishpere. And you will probably
lean towards the clolr red. You can be either
Evil?Bad or Evil/ Neutral. You sometimes, All
together Neutral. Gryphons can change there
minds with a flick of the wing. You may think
different..But I believe you were realted to a
Gryphon ;P


What Mythical Creature Would You Most Closely Be Related To?
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DUDE, I love Gryphons

How Would YOU Take Over the World?

O....k.


You will become a philosopher, successful
businessman or professional nerd:
You will be generally quite intelligent and have
feelings on most issues. You will probably go
to university and become successful in whatever
field you choose... or maybe you'll decide to
stay at home and play Everquest or Asherons
Call all day.
To void this prophecy you must become more socially
active and concentrate more on your friends.


What does fate have in store for your future?
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Um, k.


Love is like a curse to you. You can't live with it
and can't live without it. It makes you crazy.
You think of love as a dungeon. Your locked
into it for eternity and no one has or ever had
a key. And all you wanna do is get out. Don't
dread love, for it IS the key.


What does love mean to you?
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Yup, bingo.


Auron


What FFX character are you?
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Whoa. /_O; Actually, cool. 'Bout time! *grin*

You are -ly!


Which suffix are you?
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You are Arwen!


Which Female LotR Character are You?
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Shirley Temple


Which Classic movie actress are you?
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You are every goth-kids dream!


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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WHAT TYPE OF WILD CREATURE ARE YOU? (New Pictures!)
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You're A School Girl!
You may not get the best grades, but you'll always
be found sporting your sleek school uniform.
You've got school spirit, and lots of it!
Pocket PCs and Pocky can be found in your
backpack, and you love cute stuffed animals
like teddy bears and bunnies!


What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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The vine, Muin, suits you the best.


Which Celtic Moon Sign Fits Your Personality Best?
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Doe Eyes


What Eyes Do You Have?
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The final book of Narnia, you're a sometimes disturbing story about the end of the world and the beginning of a new one. Your characters include an evil monkey, a misguided donkey, stubborn dwarves and all the human characters from the previous books. You manage to be heartbreaking and beautiful at once.


Find out which Chronicles of Narnia book you are.

You are a CREEK. Quiet, in control, and reasonable.
You don't really get in anybody's way, and
everybody knows you.
You're most like a water sprite.


What Form of Water Would You Take?
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You should be a Sagittarius, your Independent,
honest, optimistic, and good-humored, but you
can be rebellious, irresponsible, and sometimes
a little careless.


~*What is your TRUE Zodica sign?*~(WITH NEW PIC'S!!!)
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Your a Cross, you are well balanced in your life,
and dont care about little problems, because
you know life goes on.


What kind of lamb are you? (with pics)
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You should live in Mirkwood! It is a dark forest
and the home of elves. Watch out for the
spiders!


Where you should you live in Middle-Earth? (From LOTR)
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You are the Iterative Dreamer

Kotori Monou

Not truly aware of your dreamgazing ability, you have constant Replicant Dreams haunting you about your own Death. Hoping still, at the edge of life, that Destiny yet, haven't been decided.



What kind of Dreamgazer is more appealing to you?


Quiz made by Let-kun, based on Melange's
Treatise on Dreams

YOU'RE NOT SUICIDAL.

You are mostly content with your life. You might
even be thinking about things like love,
kittens, rainbows, and sparkly stuff. Keep on
smiling, you're just fine.


Are You Suicidal?
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Done with all this. Apparentally, I can't even mindlessly vent in my own little online spot, so pffft. I quit.

OtakuBoards
You know what? I am getting sick of this online community that says it promotes individual thinking, yet turns around and slaps people in the back of their heads (or worse) when someone actually dares to speak up or in a manner that does not reflect those in power.

Just today, both DeathKnight and Shy have jumped on my case, and both have done so because they misunderstood my posts, claiming I was saying stuff that they assumed. Assume is three words, you know. I never get tired of saying that.

You know, this is really pissing me off right now. And it's a shame, because OB has really nice members, when you aren't being pounded by the occasional ....meh.

I think--scratch that, I know Josh doesn't likes me. Ever since he came out, he seemed to imagine that I was a homophobe, and has definitely changed from the Shyguy I knew and loved.

I wish I could talk to Sara, but she's far more distant that I could ever hope to reach over now.

Very, very frustrating. It won't be terribly upsetting if I get banned for this, but I'd miss being a part of a community I, with hundreds of others, have helped to shape.

*heavy sigh* So what happens now?

Maybe it's the video game talking...
I just...*sigh*...I dunno. I'm really starting to think that my online social life is going into a sinkhole. Considering my real life was that way for years, that just doesn't do much for my self esteem.
I can't get ahold of certain people, for time zone reasons.
Ever since my schedule changed up, I've missed certain people. Whenever I sign on, I'm just in time to see Sara sign off.
Ever since "realities" have surfaced, I've had to say goodbye to other people, through my own design, or because I was forced to. (It hurts that Josh seems to be avoiding me again. Again. He doesn't seem like the Josh I used to know anymore.)
I've got a few people online that really care about me and vice versa, and, as cliche as it sounds, I should be happy with that, right? I mean, one or two people always make the difference, right?
But cliches are just that.
I need more.

Sure, if I got out more, this wouldn't be a problem. I want to say that my IRL life is blossoming, since I'm participating more at work. But I skipped out on church today. Didn't feel any remorse, either. I keep telling myself I'll help out with the church, or join in the bible studies, but something always seems to come up or I've gone and forgot.
I don't mind being a lone wolf, except for those moments when you don't wanna be a lone wolf. Those are painful moments.

I'm hoping maybe this is just the college funk--y'know, all work and school means no time to play? But I can't remember the last time I actually went out and did something with someone that wasn't a family member. That's pathetic. My art is suffering majorly, not in the creation, but in the fact that I'm NOT creating--I'm stagnating. I swore that I would produce an artwork once a week *points to Mitch as witness*, and I haven't.

My online life actually drags on me. It follows me around everywhere I go, and I keep hearing people telling me not to make such a big deal of it. There's some kind of intimacy you have online that you just can't share with IRL people. At least, I know I can't share my personal life IRL.

So anyways, yeah, if any of my old online friends are reading this, well...well PFFFT. *holds head in hands* I dunno what I want anymore. And I can't seem to trust enough people to find out.

As reassurance, I still have a small handful of you left--you late nighter(/s) on AIM. And you too, my dear Mitch. I'm just very very weary right now...