Ginnyism
"Loving until it hurts...and still loving..."

Just found my only other uncle has collapsed and is in the hospital. We're coming up on the one year anniversary of my first uncle's death, so...whee. This is just hurting my dad so bad.

I still have faith in God. It's the world I'm giving up on.

New Games
Whoo hoo! Got FF: Origins and Dark Cloud 2. I was hoping to get FF: Anthology while I was at it but no luck. V_V I can't seem to find it anywhere!
So if I'm not on, then see the Ginnyism below.

Ginnyism
"I didn't forget...I just got distracted."

This would have been a Rondoism, except
1. I made the saying up first.
2. ...bye Ron...

A bit of ranting
You know what never ceases to amaze me? No matter how bad you have it, there's always someone out there who thinks they have it worse. >_< And before, I would have smiled, nodded, and listened patiently...
...but the world has been screwing me over really bad lately. (Mom is the only person (next to God) who knows about 75% of everything that's going on. (Shaun, you're sitting at about 50%, and everyone else...well...))
I'm trying not to be bitter, but I've been losing my temper a lot faster lately. And a lot meaner, too, which scares me. Mom thinks I'm acting like this in remembrance of Ron or something. O_o; She says I'm trying to be Ron to fill in the Ron gap. Bweh. Scary.

I've also learned, without depression-induced logic, that I am a loser. In IRL, anyway. Whee.
It's just that I don't have anything to talk about to anyone.
I've got the worst case of eye contact.
And my nature to make big deals out of little and dub down the major things throws many people off.
Again, whee.

However
I've learned I am capable of intelligent conversation. I wish to goodness I had saved that chat with Mitch. However, talking to him last night was refreshing and a confidence booster. Plus, I gained some new insight on old topics.
Thank you, Mitch.

Eloi, Eloi
My Father, what will tomorrow bring?
My heart has already made its decision.

Poor Jamal. *shivers* A woman was shot in his store's parking lot tonight.
How does one respond to that? I hope we were some sort of help for him tonight...

Because He lives, I can face tomorrow
Because He lives, all fear is gone.
Because I know He holds the future,
And life is worth the living
Just because He lives.

Happy Risen Lord day, everyone.